Is this bad or good?

For me, life it's a struggle for defining what is bad and what is good. And I never succeeded in defining it yet. People have different opinions about it and that is why it is very hard. If I had been alone on this planet maybe it would have been easier. But I'm not. I meet someone that says "it's good" and later I meet someone else that says "it's bad". So I'm confused. If I could only talk to "God" from time to time... 'Cause he is alone and so he is not confused by anybody.